I'm never sure what to report these days. These always seemed less like a chance to report my goings on and more a chance to give the internet a chance to ascertain my personality. Fuck knows what I expected the internet to do with it, but it felt nice to kinda talk to yourself and most of the world at the same time :)
Which I guess is what I'm doing now. It has this weird feeling of total privacy and total openness. Anyone could stumble on this anytime and guess half my life, and anytime my friends log in they've got anything I've said lately staring at them. But on the other hand this rarely addresses itself to anyone. Gah. I'm to self-contradictory and muse-y; I just finished an essay. Well anyway, I've been drinking beer and wine casually. Absurdly casually, it was an afterthought to occasionally take a sip. I barely even noticed getting a little tipsy, and I feel that if I had I would have quickly progressed to drunk.
As it is I'm going to leave a beer and two thirds of a bottle of red for some other time and sleep only a little more soundly than usual, which suits me just fine :)
You know, I've been getting back into rather old-me-style music lately - the types that I didn't know but should have two to three years back sorta thang. Frightened Rabbit is one. Also my appreciation of The Postal Service has finally warmed into an all out gentle love, took a long time that one. Along with a few sceptical looks at Jess as she tried to sell me on them... You won in the long run, Jess ;p
What do you think, internet? :)
Yeah, I think it's fairly pretty too :)
Oh, I got a twelve string geetar for Christmas. For those of you not in the know, it's a magic box that makes noise. And twelve strings turn the traditional 'brang' into a 'brreeeaaaiiiiinnnggg', a vast improvement; it has at LEAST five more vowels. And musical notes need to be mostly about vowels in my opinion ;p
You know, I'm mildly tempted to complain again about all my friends being everywhere, but I think I've done that to death so I'll do the nice version:
I'm getting visits. Alex every Thursday, Ishan on the weekends and every other Thursday and Jess (my Jess, not the Jess I was addressing a moment ago, although it'd be nice to see her too) as fucking often as I humanly can :D
Next Thursday in fact Jess (again mine. Actually, fuck it, from now on my Jess will be 'Squirrel' and not-mine-but-still-my-AWESOME-friend Jess will be Messius :) ) is visiting along with many others, but she stays for several days :)
There will be laughs and merriment and wine. Then the others will trail away and leave my Squirrel and I alone.
And there will be more laughs and more merriment and more wine, because that's just how we are.
We may even dance. :)
Goodnight my loves, it's been a pleasure as ever!
Nunight my shizzly fizzly bizzly biatches ;p
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